Foodsgiving

I hope everyone enjoyed their Thanksgiving here in the U.S.! For everyone else? I hope you enjoyed your Thursday! It's early Friday morning here and I can't sleep (not that I'm usually asleep at this point, it's still early!) I'm going to Atlantic City later on to celebrate my best friend's 21st birthday with 3 more of our closest friends. How much of a cheeseball am I right now? Although, I'm also in the process of reconnecting with an old friend who I've missed over the past few years, and listening to Eva Cassidy.

Okay, yes, cheeseball central.

Anywho.

I've definitely decided that something here is a big, big trigger. At school, I went almost a whole week without so much as tugging a strand on my head. As soon as I got home, it was almost a frenzy. I'm still not sure why. All I'm doing is laying in bed, hanging out with my cat (don't judge me) and watching television.

But this is a place that I found myself pulling day after day back when I actually lived here. I only recently cleaned up the mess I made several years ago. In high school, my bedroom was the only place I could go where I could shut my door and not be bothered. I would cry in here, laugh, be on the phone for hours and hours... this was pretty much all I had.

You know, aside from my family and friends and all those things I own.

You get what I'm saying here, though. My bedroom was the place I went to get away from everything else. And it was the place I came to pull out my hair because I knew nobody could see me here. So maybe that's it. And if that's the case, I'm glad I will be gone for half of winter break, and will be moving out in July.

Enjoy your weekend, loves! I may not be back until Sunday.